This time, the separation is for good. His absence doesn't bring any emotional uproar despite it had been days now. I am feeling numb. Issit because of the busy week that I had no time to think about it or issit just that the feelings have just died? I am not sure and I don't wish to elaborate further. I just wished him all the best and though he had left me with some fond memories, I do have a tinge of regret. Like the other men in my life, he too have caused disappointment for me. Haiz..

For now, I am happy to lead my life as it is. All I need is the strength to hold on till this Friday. Next week, will be a different story and hopefully by then, I will be only 1 obs left. The last obs by the NSC, insya'allah. I have one combined observations tomorrow. All I pray for is to clear it well and that my dearest laptop won't die on me like today. Really, dearest laptop.. you've been the most precious thing ever in my life. Despite your cranky behaviour at times, you've and will always be my 'other half'. For without you, I won't be able to live. You've seen my darkest moments, you've shared my secrets with that person, you've worked hard;OT-ing with me as I churned out my assignments after assignments and many other things that I have done, you've constantly be with me. Even if I do get a new laptop, I will still love you so. I do not wish to part with you just yet. I still want you to be my other half for as long as possible.

So my dearest laptop, please I beg you. Work with me tomorrow as I conduct my class. Do me proud, with your pink skin and beautiful aura, you'll still be my other half! I love you laptop. Let's us work on my essay now with your company for the night. Love you lappy!