Date:
Friday, February 13, 2009
Time: 11:36:00 AM
Sometimes, the truth hurts. Sometimes, the truth makes you feel better. And sometimes, after knowing the truth, you felt bad cos you realised you've misunderstood the whole story.
Yes, this is what has been happening to me right now. I am affected by some things that had been going on for quite a while now. I want to let it go, but I am not sure if I can. Should I be selfish and hold on to it? Or should I let it go and makes both parties suffer like I normally do? Both ways, I will be hurt. So which is the best way?
Usually, I will just let go and run away from it. But after what happened between me and the boy best friend (bbf), I guess I should stop running away from the current problem. Really, I should. But how do I go about doing it?
I know I have not been focussing in my work. I know I have been day dreaming alot. I know I have been living in my own world for the whole week already. And I've not been motivated to do much things. I knew I have changed ever since knowing that person. For the worst. I have another 10 weeks to battle. I hope I can go through Practicum without much worries. I hope I can settle this unnecessary distractions. Insya'allah I will.
