Date:
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Time: 10:12:00 PM
I've been having mood swings lately. There are times that I get easily lethargic which in turn leads to frustrations. Urgh! Hate this kind of moods.
At this point in time, I am still being very emotional I reckoned. I am hating myself for getting myself into this mess. What the hell am I thinking when I made this decision?
It had been almost closed to 3 months. And, I do not want to go through the same old cycle again. And, I am telling myself that if, this thing is bringing me to nowhere, I am letting it go before its too late. But the question now is, 'HOW'?
I am so close of going back to the way I lead my life in 2001 till about end 2004. Seriously, I am wondering... can I actually lead a normal life like any other normal human being?
