Date:
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Time: 10:23:00 PM
I've updated one entry a while ago on my FB notes. But I think, thanks to the drowsiness, I've missed out some points here and there. Let me just make some ammendments here though I am nursing a migraine as well as shivering; think I am going to be down with a high fever soon. urgh.
Ayte, some days back.. I did mentioned about being unmotivated on one of my FB notes' entry. I was wondering why.. probably, I am just so sick of school; simply put. I am not hating/disliking anyone in particular. However, there are certain groups of people whom do not share my frequency. That's their problem cos to fight it out, I am over and done with teens' angst. Ooh c'mon, I am already a youth!
Over the years, I have learnt to tolerate and live life as it is. I have learn to see life in a different perspective. And probably because of that, I've mellowed; no longer the person who's vocal 24/7(vast difference from HSS n JI days). Cos, I've came to realise that, no matter how much we let go of our frustrations, but when things remained the same, we get angry with ourselves and pulled a long face. Like, c'mon.. the economy is already so bleak, there's no need for us to add more darkness to uncertainties. And, when you have no mood to do things, productivity rate declines and the cycle continues.
Yes back to the topic at hand, I just want to say that, nobody's perfect. Everyone will need to go through some difficulties in their life at one point of time. We may get unhappy when others sucked up to the higher ups just to climb their way to the top. But, have we ever wonder to ourselves, don't we all experience such behaviour ourselves? Even if it's not for the sake of glory and pride, we suck up to others just to get into their good books. Isn't it? Tell me, who can admit that they never do such a thing before? For me, even I do not condone to the 'sucking up' attitude, however I knew at least once in my life, I would have done such a thing without me realising it. So yes, if others want to do it, so be it. We can't stop them but it can motivate myself to prove my worth using my own effort.
Human beings tend to forget. Often, we let little success into our head. We've forgotten that all that we have in this world are God's gift. A gift that ought to be shared with others. A gift that is given as a loan to bring joy and happiness into others' life. Not for self-consumption alone. Not for selfish bargains. It is because of this 'amnesiac' attitude that the world is in a big mess. Economic crisis (people spends as if there's no tomorrow, loans here and there...) and wars (they've forgotten that they are not the most powerful just because they have the most up to date weapons; God is more powerful) are enough to ruin everyone's life. But, have we realise our mistakes?! Sadly, no.
And so, I rest my case again. Life is all about tolerance, compromise, patience and remembering where our roots are. Only we are responsible for our own life and attitude. No one else can change you if you refuse to change yourself. Each and everyone of us are bestowed with our individual talents, strengths and weaknesses. Let's just exploit our talents and strengths while working out/discovering our flaws. Hopefully, only then can we all lead a beautiful life. *smiles*
