Date:
Friday, October 3, 2008
Time: 9:28:00 AM
Two days ago, we celebrated Raya. Like, I've said before, this Raya was somewhat something that I was looking forward too. Don't ask me why. Despite all the looking forward to it, I am all tired with the preparations.
So anyway, here's an account on what happened days prior to the celebrations:
A week before Raya, it was Recess Week. A heavenly gift. So, I took the opportunity to complete my pending assignments, start the Raya's preparations and buying things that I need. Unfortunately... SLEEP was again sacrificed. Hmph!
Ok, just want to make a short entry on what happened prior to Raya since I am sure I have updated earlier on my previous entries.
Back to the incidents on the first day of Raya.. Bumped into that family in all the 3 houses that I went. Ok, have nothing against the two abangs I had but I just dislike their sister ok. Don't ask me why cos I won't defamed anyone on this holy month.
Well, when we were at one of my aunt's place.. my two abangs and I were involved in a very engaging discussion. When suddenly, the senior abang asked me one silly question out of the blue. Haha.. Well, this abang sedara of mine, every year loves to tease me only that his teasing question this year was really a "heavy" topic to handle. Lol.
Then when at my cousin's place, I bumped into them again. Super irritating la. Cos seriously, they never been to my cousin's (their cousin too!) place. And anyway, was talking to my cousin's husband. As usual, he loves to tease me.. (this has been happening since like more than 20 years ago!) Then when we were talking, that sister of my two abangs..(ok my cousin la, right?), interrupted! Dah lah, bodoh nak mampus! Tanya soalan bodoh!!!
And I threw the cushion at my cousin's husband and walked away after a while. I was so 'rimas' sitting somewhere within close proximity of some hell of a bimbo!
Then my eldest nephew, which by the way was my original favourite, decides to play prank on me! He placed a beetle toy on my hands when I was busy talking. As usual, got me screaming! And he was so cute la! Dah besar anak sedaraku sorang tu!
So the final destination was to that cousins' place. Which I don't fancy going. But I tell you, I regretted going la... As usual, the mum have so many sarcastic remarks!! Eh please eh.. YOUR daughter didn't qualify because her qualifications aren't fantastic NOT because by CHOICE that she didn't want to be there! And don't give me crap that she holds a double diploma OK?!
And seriously la... I don't think I have forgiven you for all the things you've said and done in the past. Neither will I be forgiving you with all the things that you've said just a few days ago!
You so think that you're a perfect being??! Then, let me tell you... You ARE NOT! You want to bad mouth my other cousins, in front of me?! Then, let me tell you... you've got the wrong person!! You're bad mouthing the people whom which have been looking after me since I was a baby! And don't you blardy forget that my cousin was the one who became your guarantor when you needed a CAR a few years ago. And till today, she felt guilty that she couldn't be my guarantor for the MOE's bond when I needed her help last year.
So, you witch.. you think you should only be approaching my cousins on when you needed help? And bad mouthing them when you think they are of no use to them anymore?! Hey witch, wake up okay?! Don't let me Hate you till the day that my heart has hardened and will refused to see ur face forever!
And so.. I shouldn't be saying what I've said here.. But, I just need to vent my anger which amazingly has yet to subside despite a couple of days has passed. And from all those sarcasms she threw to me, I am determined to prove to her wrong.. And with God's willing, I am able to fulfill my goals in a few years' time. Amin.
