Date:
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Time: 9:49:00 PM
Feeling melancholic.. like usual, especially when datelines are near. Hate these feelings but its inevitable. At least, for the last two semesters... I had the partner to walk through those moments with. Now... it's just me alone. The great group members have been a blast but the void left behind by the partner is different altogether. No, I don't yearn for him. I am ok without him like those pre-NIE days.
I am fine too with the feelings for XXX gone for good. But there are some things in life that will come knocking on your doors without you expecting it. For instance... who would have expected that after almost 4 years, he came back into my life? Be it in dreams or real life. Crapz crapz.
That dumb dreams are still playing in my head... urgh!
