Date:
Friday, October 17, 2008
Time: 10:05:00 AM
Earlier in the post, I've mentioned that I came home late from school on Wednesday. Many things did happened on that day which I have yet to elaborate. There was even a perjumpaan raya in school in which the photos/videos taken has yet to be uploaded to the laptop. Reason being, on the very next day, my group and I was to have a micro teaching session with the class for one of the modules that we are taking this semester.
And yes, despite returning home late on that very Wednesday night, I did not sleep till 5 am on that Thursday morning (yesterday). Before I knew it, I was awake at 6.30 am to get ready for school. I am not sure if it's the 100+ that I drank or the
ISSUES that took place in between the lessons yesterday that caused me to be wide awake.
Anyhow, I reached home at about 4.30-5.00 pm yesterday. The tiredness and the insufficient amount of sleep doesn't help cos I wasn't aware of what's going on yesterday other than that
DUMB ISSUES. Even if XXX was around, I couldn't care less.
When I got home, I immediately got changed and went to
SLEEP! And
SLEEP I did till about 9 am this morning!! That was some 16 hours of
SLEEP or what?!? Yes, I was that tired...
Alright, now I shall blog about Wednesday.
Wednesday 15th Oct 2008The highlight of the day was the DeepaRaya Concert. But before that, my friends and I had fun camwhoring before DSD tutorial, after DSD tutorial and also during the concert. After which, I couldn't even bothered to camwhore anymore cos I was tired.Just a thought to ponder...
"if you have it, flaunt it. if you don't just be good and dun embarrassed yourself!"
See, embarrassment works wonder, just like those deadly virus. It just need one person to let the matter going and before you know it, the whole world might be talking about you. To that someone, let me just give you a gentle advice, which I know it won't get into your head due to the thick make-up and fake lashes. But still, I am going to try before you'll be embarrassed further. Then again, I am confident that you'll still want to be the talk of town for the wrong reason. Maybe, I shall suggest you do get involved in Singapore Idol or something when the season is back or something? Then, you'll get to be on Front Cover for the WRONG reason. Then you'll be in the limelight. Hahaha!
To that person,
Before you can get people to like you, learn to like yourself first. To like yourself, learn to look after your image. Do not let your face suffer that talk of town with those fake lashes and thick make up. Honestly, no one is interested to look at you. The reason we look at you is because we wants to see if there is an inch of make up lesser in you or not, more. Nothing else, admiring your beauty? Far from it!
Then, learn to give NOT just take. Selfishness and self-centredness doesn't bring you nowhere. Just perhaps into the Hate List of others'. You can be self-centred at times for the right reason but all the time....? Something gotta be wrong for you. Especially now that you are working towards your goal to be the Role Model for the future of the nation. But, I have serious doubt that you'll even be a ROLE MODEL. Just bear this, what goes around DO comes around.
Finally, what your boyfriend can excel in DO NOT mean you'll too unless you have the talents. Do everyone a favour ayte? DO NOT embarrassed yourself and your boyfriend! It's just so embarrassing you know putting the BEST and the WORST together on stage.
I do hope.. in future, you do look yourself at the mirror before doing anything else. Even if my friends and I need to beg around for money to sponsor a mirror for you, we'll gladly do so just so that you'll change to be a better human being.
Yours Sincerely,
the one who hopes you'll just be ORIGINAL
dis: I may not be perfect, I may be in others' hate list BUT at least I don't go around looking for the opportunities to be the centre of attraction and end up being hate!
Thursday 16th Oct 2008
Some people can just be so ridiculous, selfish and incompetent. I do have serious doubts about the future generations of teachers who are just so self-centred. I have a question here, what is so wrong of others performing well because of their abilities, talents and knowledge? Why do some people need to be inconsiderate and cause our morale to be brought down to nowhere?
To these people.. let me just sent out this message once and for all. Your comments and criticisms doesn't bring us down. It will just gives us the opportunity to persevere and work towards our goal for the future.
At the end of the day, even if we get the worst grades or criticisms, at the very least, we do have a clear conscience. We do not suck up to anyone for that fantastic grades, we do not come up with a reason for not being able to complete an assignment on time, we do not do things at the very last minute and we do not cause inconvenience to others.
Grades are just reflected on the result slip. Just a reason for a cross over. But what's the point of having good grades when your attitude sucks and you can't teach for nuts?! That's just jeopardising the nation's future!
What's important is, whatever we do in life.. it all comes from the one at the top. That's Allah. What we have right now is a gift from HIM. It is our responsibility to share, give and spread this Gift around. Not just for your own use.
To my group mates, whatever happened yesterday.. it's just another day in the office. People will do so many things just to bring others down. But I will always believe in this, what goes around DO comes around.
Even if they hate us for the great ideas we came up with, the praises from the lecturers and so on, at the very least, what we did are suitable with our objectives and it comes straight from the heart. Even if I have only 1.5 hours of sleep yesterday, it doesn't matter cos I know you guys too have been through my phase during that DSD and DSF modules. Haha..
What I can assure you is... definitely in the near future, some people will definitely copy our ideas. But it doesn't matter cos we do not mind it for the benefit for the future of the nation. What's important, we have done our job well. We have discharge our responsibility and what we have embark on are done with great sincerity without asking for anything in return.
Tot tet, dunch be sad ayte, over their baseless comments. At times, people do not think of what they say. At times, they forget that they might be the one receiving those rude comments. At times, they just forgotten the real reason why they need to be here in the first place.
Whatever their purpose in life is.. that's their problem. We will get on with our own purpose. What I believe is, the 5 of us will stay united in this game of power struggle. We will continue to motivate and help one another out. Insya allah apa yang kita lakukan semua ini dapat dimanfaatkan oleh yang lain. Whatever it is, you people are my best group mates ever! I heart you all people!
