Date:
Friday, August 1, 2008
Time: 12:10:00 AM
Today, was one of those depressing morning that I woke up to. Firstly, I slept after 12 am last night but at about 2 am I woke up to answer nature's call (which happens rarely). Den at 5.15 am my alarm rang (that was meant for my TA stingt and cos I couldn't be bothered to reset the alarm.. that explains why). Barely 2 hours later I was already awake cos that blardy mosquito was creating tatoos on my left arm! Thanks to the neighbour la.. he bought new plants and thus inviting mosquitoes to my house! Damn!
But anyway, back to my depressing morning.. like I've said previously, I don't function that early in the morning but I dunno why suddenly this morning the long ago ex-bf's images came flashing right in front of my eyes. And as I reflect on those years.. I think I was really blind to fall for him. Seriously and honestly, I don't know why I even bothered to waste time on him. Yeah, like I've said maybe because I was blind then. And today, as I stepped into his area... those memories flooded back and it seemed like only yesterday. But, I dun give it a damn anymore. My point here is to say that I was blind then.
On a lighter note... a fren's fren has offered me an opportunity to return to the netball world. Now, I am contemplating about this opportunity cos trainings are on Mondays from 8-10 pm. Not confident of myself to commit. And, with the school's time-table not out yet till probably tomorrow, I wonder if I could slot this in. I am very tempted to play the sport again ever since the school I was posted to, won the nationals final. Hope I can work this out...
Till then... I dun want to taint my happy and fun Thursday outing with this depressing post. Will continue later in an another post.
