Date:
Monday, August 4, 2008
Time: 8:14:00 PM
First day back to campus after 4 months of hiatus. Could feel the pressure now. So many things to clear in less than 13 weeks. Shit. Can I do this??! I am not sure why suddenly I feel so demoralised. Not sure why sudddenly my morale dropped despite having much confidence days before. How am I going to fulfill that unwritten promise if I stick on to this mentality?!
And suddenly, I felt that my command for the English Language have gone down to the drain. Its really upsetting to find myself in such a situation. But then again, who's to blame? 5 weeks of pure Bahasa Baku with the exception of writing my reflections in English, its kind of affected my grasp for the language. Or probably, the lack of usage has been the cause of it. Whatever my reasons are, I gotta pull my socks for the Communications skills module. Or else, I will suffer the brunt of it!
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Just called Adik a few minutes ago. We had another 'argument'. He blamed me for not bringing him over to my place last night. And I teased him about his so called girlfriend "Sofea". Haha.. Cuteness la adik! How can I not love you to bits when all you do is to irritate the hell outta me??
