Date:
Friday, June 13, 2008
Time: 12:33:00 AM
I was browsing thru my previous blog entries in this current blog as well as those in the other two blogs. As I read thru the thoughts I penned down many aeons ago, I came to realised that there are many things that I have managed to forget. And yes, I have been blogging since September 2004; almost 4 years now! That is a long long time.
As I read thru those entries, I couldn't believe how much pain I've went thru. And, the moments of happiness weighs more than those sadness. Reading the past entries remind me of the people who stood by me during my life's darkest moments. And recently, I've got this intuition that they have broken up (my intuition is almost 99% accurate)!
I am not being cruel, I no longer care if they are still together or not. It no longer bothers me but if they are no longer together, I am going to laugh my heads off cos right from the start I've already said that their relationship won't last-not if it is build from another woman's happiness!
Anyway, I heard rumours that he's leaving the country for work.. suka hati kau la, asal kau bahagia! Ok, I am not going to talk abt him anymore. It just make my blood boils! I cant forget but I can't forgive.....
On another note, as I was clearing my emails yesterday, emails from a certain someone made me smile. I wonder how he's doing right now. I took things for granted; procrastinating abt writing him an email. Now, it has been more than a year since I drop 'C' a mail. And yes, it's so impossible between us. It's as good as saying Game Over!
Also, I have drifted further and further with the former customers. Too busy with my own life that I need to meddle with their lives! Haiz...
If I could turn back time, I want to go to the year 1997. I so love that year... everything was so perfect! And, at least I won't get to meet with jerks!!
So anyway, since I have managed to forget some major things that happened in my life before and took the courage to throw away physical memories of the past, isn't it time to let it go totally?
