Date:
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Time: 11:24:00 PM
I am getting really nervous abt Monday. I am pretty sure, I won't be able to sleep tomorrow night. I am already getting the butterflies in my tummy right now.
"Am I really ready for this?" this is the question that have been playing on my mind of late. What if I make a blunder? What if my style differs from my CT? What if people pick on me? Suddenly, I am so low on self-confidence. Where's my self-esteem?
What you see ain't normally what you'll get. I am so fearful of Monday and still am. I am a nervous wreck. Help me, someone!!
God, what happened to the usually confident me? What kind of obstacles and challenges have I yet to battle on? I've been through a lot and seen a lot. But why, am I so fearful and nervous about the upcoming one? God knows... but praying hard that everything goes on smoothly. Insyallah.
