Date:
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Time: 11:22:00 PM
Today I made a trip to the airport cos the lil devil wanted to savour a meal at Popeye's. That trip makes the fourth visit in a row. The first week was the lil devil's virgin trip to the airport, the second week was my departure to Bkk. The third week was my return from Bkk. Finally, today's visit was the fourth and counting. The lil devil loves Popeye's hell of alot. And he ate alot. Well, if T3 is a stone away like Vivo City is to my house, I would gladly bring him there everyday. But unfortunately things aren't slated that way.
Despite a very full stomachs, I brought him to Swensen's. Just itching for some treat and tot it was a great idea to treat the lil devil since his birthday was just around the corner. Well, full stomachs won't be able to vacuum all these goodies despite their yummy taste. And so, we wasted a huge portion of it. The damage done today; a sundae and a milkshake is equivalent to a chocolate fondue for 4, a double sundae, a waffle sundae and a cup of tea pricing in BKK. Sometimes I wish I am residing there.
Anyway, as I was sitting at Swensen's at T2, my eyes were watching at the people that passes by me. I was hoping to catch a glimpse of 'C' but it was just a wishful thinking on my part. These days, I suddenly kept on thinking about him and I sincerely do believe that one fine day, our paths will cross again. Fate brought us together in February 2006. And I am pretty sure, Fate will bring us together again one day.
If my heart could talk, I would have just tell the both of them about my feelings. No doubt, I am still harbouring some hopes over 'C' but at the same time, I am not fully certain if there is any future with 'C'. It's going to be tough if it do happen.
I'd rather be single for the rest of my life than go through another round of heartbreaks. What's important now is to clear and get over and done with school. As the release of the results gets nearer, my heart thumps even faster. I get dreams every now and then... I dreamt that I flunked in those modules that I am very confident of. I am really realy terrified now.....
