Date:
Friday, May 30, 2008
Time: 12:39:00 AM
I am quite emotional this week. I am short circuit almost every 5 minutes. I gets irritated easily too. Urgh..
Perhaps, the emotions are running high due to some reasons. Many things are left undone yet I am still searching for fun. I have an assignment up next week and have to work my arse off on my bestie's birthday. Last semester's results would be announced sometime next week. I am getting more anxious as the days goes by.
If all is well, I have another year in school before reality kicks in; the working world. Ooh am I ready for that??! It's not as if I'd not work before, but having a real job is a different ball game altogether.
So anyway, next sem, I am going to ride the obstacles alone. The bestie has technically graduated. I am sure he's going to survive though the results isn't out yet. So yeah, no more late nights arguing and sharing of ideas unless rare moments do happen. And, I guess the friendship is going to the wire again like before I started school again middle of last year. Nonetheless, he'll always be my bestie!
And yeah, weekends are really boring now with EPL's season over and done with. Ooh this is what happens when you eat, drink and breathe soccer! Sometimes, how I wish that I am back in school, no soccer equals to no distractions. And it has almost been 2 months since I last stepped into school. May I rot further? Hahaha.. For all I know, I have less than 30 days before TA starts!!! I got to start getting my arse working real hard!
One more thing, some issues are still niggling at the back of my mind. I am still thinking if knowing them was the right thing to do or should I just stay away from them for good? The thing about me is, I hardly says 'NO'. And tell me, how can I learn to say 'NO' to them?
There you go.. I am utterly emotional!!!!!
