Date:
Monday, March 3, 2008
Time: 4:48:00 PM
Two words to describe myself right now are, DEVASTATED & DEMORALISED. Yesterday, I was already demoralised for some reasons. Today, what I got was so disappointing that I am right now feeling so devastated and demoralised.
History has repeated itself once again. And all hopes are dashed. I am sorry, I couldn't fulfilled my wish.
Tears just rolled down my cheeks on my way back, tears start to roll down the cheeks again as I tried to do some school stuff and as I type this entry, tears are waiting to roll down the cheeks yet again. I am still feeling emotional..
Can I bounce back from these mess? I felt betrayed. And I need to be alone. Sometimes, I wish I could go back to those times..
Am I emotional because my birthday is approaching? I dunch think so.. Everything is just too much for me to handle. Will I burst into tears again after tomorrow? I need a good cry. I need to be alone. And, yes I miss them a whole lots though!
