Date:
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Time: 10:35:00 PM
Of late, I am emotionally disturbed. Somehow, all the tears just couldn't wait to stream down my cheeks. All the memories start coming back like there is no tomorrow. Why is this happening? Don't ask me cos I do not have the answer.
Of late, I kept on thinking about 'C', the guy who had left an impact on me. It had been a year since he left Singapore (and me as well, like duh?!). How I miss his smiles, his dimples, his huge eyes, his pinkish face, his touch, his winks and everything else about him. I also miss the times I had with him.
A short span of a year yet so many sweet memories together. So many stories to share, meeting with his parents and many more.
Why did he have to return to HQ? If he had not leave, I wouldn't either. But I know, he's happy and glad that I was doing something that benefits myself and perhaps the future generations.
I am just wondering... with 7 days more to go... will he be in town to surprise me again like what he did last year? 15th Feb 2007, sweet memories. Or will he be back to surprise me on my Birthday?
Even if you can't come back, I wouldn't mind honestly. But an e-mail from you will do the trick. I am contented if you could just drop me an e-mail, cos the most expensive gift in the world is nothing compared to your e-mail. Remember how you touched my heart when you chose to ignore 499 other e-mails in your inbox just to answer to mine? I know your time is precious esp in miserable London. And, I couldn't pay you a visit this year as planned due to changes in plans. I know I am selfish.. but I am really sorry cos I have neglected the people around me for a long long time and its time to spend a lil time with them.
Why don't you just come back to sunny and interesting Singapore once again? Remember what I told you? The doors of my country is always open for you should you think London is harsh to you. And of course, the doors of my heart is still open for you.
I miss you terribly and please come back to make me a happy lady!
