Date:
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Time: 12:02:00 AM
I know its already morning. 12.03 am to be exact. But the thought that I am in school for only 2 hours later in the morning, might as well post a decent blog. It had been 5 days since I last blog. Its not that there was nothing exciting happening. Plenty but yeah, blogging has once again taken a back seat with assignments datelines and presentations due in the upcoming weeks.
First up, this sem has been the slackest term ever. Its so relax compared to the last. Cancellations of lectures, tutorials.. you name it. And for all we know, its another 5 more weeks before the semester ends and exams will come its way.
Handed in my very first official assignment for the year. No confidence in it. Not at all. Well, hope it should be somewhere on the B grade, if not A... pretty purlease... my only English module this sem!
I would not want to digress on other matters but I want to bring up this interesting fact.
To the both of you, God was being fair. God made me cried my hearts out for all the things you have done to me. But when you thought that success was already in the bag, God showed the way. He wanted me to have the last laugh. He wanted the both of you to remember that I am still here living happily and that incident makes me even happier.
I am grateful and thankful to God for what he have done. Miracles do happen. And when it does, it always help those who had suffered in silent.
As I turn 25 in about 2 weeks' time, I always remind myself to ponder upon what Adik told me one Sunday afternoon. His shirt was dirty from the dripping ice-cream and I was frustrated with him. But, nonchalantly he told me this, " Nanti suruh mak adik cuci, k?" (Later, I will get my mum to wash it off, alright?)
Adik shown me the fact that, there is always a solution to a problem. There is no point in getting angry or frustrated over something cos there is always an answer to it. Even if it doesn't come immediately, just wait and be patient.
These days, I have been trying my best to curb my otherwise well-known hot temperedness. I would have blast at that arrogant, cocky woman at Banquest on Sunday evening, but I remained calm. I could shouted at some people for making me pissed, but I did not. And, all thanked to Adik for waking me up.
I have plenty more to learn.. and with each day, I hope to be a better person.
P/s: Pardon my grammar and spelling mistakes. The assignments have caused me to vandalise my blog with all these errors. Hohoho!