Date: Friday, February 29, 2008
Time: 10:27:00 PM

I am feeling so shitty. Firstly, my assignment has yet to be completed. And that is not the only assignment left. Secondly, I have yet to do my readings. Thirdly, major changes in plans for the next three weeks. And back to school on Thursdays as a result. I wun make a fuss abt this issue cos I know my lecturer have his reasons and he's being a dedicated one at that. I'd still respect him though yes, I hate going to school for just an hour. I seriously wouldn't mind but I do mind hell of a lot for next week. But... well, I m mentally prepared anyway. So I better shut up!

Another issue. Yes, I am still thinking. I am not sure if I had said this before, but whatever is happening in my life right now is exactly the same as the book I have read during the holidays. The very first novel that I bought in KL for the year 2007. And, never in my dreams that I have ever thought that I would be in that kind of situation. But yes.. I am in that situation right now.

I just wanna let go cos what I am waiting for is not a certainty. But, I just can't let go of those memories. And.. there are other distractions as well. Ooh why do I have to know so many nice people all at once? But why is it that I am always too late?

I am just wondering if... the ending will be the same? And, if the ending is the same, what will I feel?

"Running away isn't gonna help. Letting it stagnate wouldn't improves things. So what should I do? "