Date:
Friday, December 21, 2007
Time: 12:13:00 AM
In my last post, I posed a question on my blog. Is my grasp of the English Language really that bad to the point that there are some buggers who still failed to understand it? Seriously, I am confused right now because I've just received two emails which do not adhere to my given instructions! Urgh..!
Ironically, if my English were that bad... I wouldn't be getting B+ for attempting NUS' essays. And I wouldn't be getting B+ for my exams for an institute of NTU!! Damn buggers, thank you for making my life miserable and adding on to my misery. Do this more often and you'll be rewarded. Fark!
Obviously, I am really pissed right now. Really am for several reasons. Of course, the very first issue is with regards to the 'failing to read instructions thus making it seemed that my English was atrocious'! Secondly, the issue on some people who takes advantage of me and getting the grades without having any clear conscience. Thirdly, some people are just ingrates.
Got my results yesterday. Bittersweet moments. Or rather, unexpected results; negatively and positively. I am glad that I did passed my two examinable modules with grades that I don't think I deserved because I daydreamed during lectures, I don't revised during my free time(like I really have free time!) and I didn't concentrate during the study break. Remember, I was disturbed my his presence at that time??? So honestly speaking, I don't deserved this grades but perhaps this was the reward I get for dilligently doing the nerve wrecking reports and essay. So thank God!
Unfortunately, I had expected to get at least 3 As this sem but unfortunately it was greeted with 4 Bs! Like what the heck!! It got to be the citations which is really crappy and brought down my marks real bad. I better consult him to ask for tips on citations. Haha..
I wouldn't say I am pleased with the results but I am glad nonetheless. With so many people around giving me their support, I find its difficult to disappoint any of them especially to those former customers. Like Adrian told me, "if it isn't easy, den its not for you."
I am going to bounce back come next semester. After this Saturday's event, I have nothing else to worry and will concentrate on my academic performance. I am sure he'll be disappointed to hear my grades but he'll do his best to encourage me. And btw... he's no longer occupying the No. 1 spot in my heart! *Grins*
