Date: Friday, November 30, 2007
Time: 10:17:00 PM

Ok, suddenly I have plenty of issues that I wanna talk about. Just some thoughts that came by this few days.

Firstly, 2 nights ago.. I dreamt of the sweet looking males twins that I had as my students a few months back. And last night, I dreamt of the guy I used to have a serious crush on during my secondary school days. In that dream, it seemed that he had a twin whom was interested in me but I was only interested in him and not his twin. But in reality, he has no twin brother. And in today's context, I have long forgotten about him since he's so much in love with his gf of 7 years. Am just wondering why he suddenly came into my dream. A week ago, I dream of being licked by a dog!! Imagine that??! It was the most scariest dream ever! It's more of a nightmare.

Secondly, I really missed my former customers. It had been a while since I last contacted them though there are a few close ones whom are still constantly keeping in touch with me. School has taken a great chunk of my time and yeah I missed all the people who have given me the most beautiful memories of my life.

Onto this issue, as you all know, Vivo is just 3 minutes away from my place. Henceforth, there is a tendency for me to dress down if there was a need to run an errand at Vivo. But, whenever I am at Vivo, the chances of running into my former customers are very high. Therefore, I can't afford to dress down. It's the image! Just now, while I was at Vivo after months of hiatus, I was lucky that I didnt run into anyone that I know off cos I was quite slack and am on the couldn't be bothered attitude. I had friends who said that I shouldn't bother to dress up if I were to go to Vivo. So, my question is... to dress up or dress down?? And, chances of running into my former students are also very high. Life as a teacher is quite similar to a celebrity cos your students are very excited when they see you at the malls, etc.. provided you're very popular among your students, of course, if not they will avoid you like hell. Haha.. Anyway, I hate my current lifestyle for I have no freedom to enjoy my shopping unless I go to neighbourhood malls outside my comfort zone. Haiz...

This morning, I had a missed call. I had a feeling that it was from a former customer of mine cos the number looks so familiar. However, she's hell of the most difficult customer I ever came acros. And.. why would she contact me? I left the company like almost 9 months ago.. who cares? I better stay away from her. Lol..

These few days as I am busy getting my event into place, there are some funny incidents that I thought it would be nice to share some people's stupidity. I am not being a smug but as I read their emails, I just do not know how to react. Should I give them a piece of mind or should I just laugh at their irresponsible attitude yet asking questions as if they were damn innocent.

There are some who made my day. They are the ones who really work together with me and they are the ones who are my pillars of strength. They gave me hope when I was on the verge of giving up, they called me up when they sense that I might need help, they volunteered their service even before I could ask for it. They are the people who have touched my heart. And to you people, thank you so much for being there with me. And, its because of you people that I am still here as your leader.

And, these two days I have been up till 5-6 am doing my team report, sorting out the events stuff. My mum must be wondering why am I working so hard even though its the hols. And I doubt she even knows if I was already on hols since god knows when. Hahah..

Alrighty.. gonna play more games before I start on my report again.