Date:
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Time: 2:20:00 PM
I couldn't be any happier.. I'd declared peace with him. We had a slight misunderstanding which I blew it out of proportion given my state of mind at that moment and the stress level we both were facing was just too great to handle.
A few weeks back I was upset, I was really on the verge of giving up whatever I am doing because of some ppl's attitude. As usual, I seek solace in him to give me strength and words of encouragements like he usually did. But somehow, his words seemed like it were against me though I knew he meant well.
Then, I was disappointed because he blamed me for being too nice and a hard cord perfectionist. Well, if you had known me by now, I do strive for perfection in whatever I do. If I know that something is beyond my reach, I wouldn't even waste my time on it. So anyway, we drifted from each other for that 3 weeks or so when supposedly we are to be standing by each other and give encouragements.
I was really upset during that 3 weeks, but somehow I managed to survive because he was still my source of inspiration and motivation. Anyhow, he was the one who approached me first so, fair enough, peace has restored.
Help him yesterday and somehow he gave me the strength to begin my sastera revision albeit it was already 3 am! The wonders of love? Haha.. maybe!
For those who may be thinking if I am in a relationship...? No, I am not. Even if I am, it won't last long given the fact that I don't even have a proper life right now. Anyway, my relationship with him is mutual. whatever happens between us in future, I'll gladly accept it. Our aim now is, for me to clear Sem 1 and for him to clear his exams. I will assist him with his work again once I am done with my exams.
Urgh... linguistik? Ooh what fun! I am kidding myself crazy like always. Hahhahaa...