Date:
Monday, November 12, 2007
Time: 4:40:00 PM
His return has somehow distracted me albeit giving me the strength to continue with my revision. His images never fail to crept into the whatever empty spaces left on my brain. And, how distracted I'd become.
I've said that I will be away from the virtual world till 20th November. But, once a computer geek, forever your home is the virtual world. I somehow managed to stay away from the virtual world the whole of yesterday. But life was sucky.
Today, I had no choice but to enter the virtual world cos I have not even check my seating arrangement for the exams in 3 days' time! haha.. And, there were soccer updates to check, there were emails to reply and when I enter the virtual world, there are things called blog hopping to do, web surfings and checking out profiles to complete the whole sequence. Haha..
So far, revision is crap.. but at least I understand most of the stuff that I have learnt during the last 13 weeks which 'I was hardly there yet mind wasn't there' mode.
Ok people.. I will be seriously be away till Nov 20th. Please call/sms me only if there is urgent matters for me to be in the know. I am going to focus on my revision now.
And to you.. please please and please... stop creeping into my mind all the time. Remember, you have 5 papers to go and I only 2 but those 2 are real torturing to my ageing brain cells! And to me... stop thinking of him! Once the exams are over, I can have him all I want.. haha.. why am I so merepek??
Ok, focus, focus! Things will be a breeze when you're focus. Good luck to you and me! We will clear this hurdle together. Ours is a friendship that has been tried and tested since 2002. You have seen my highest and lowest points in life. So have I witnessed the ups and downs of your life. I will never forget all the things that you've done for me. Yes maybe it's time we start to open a new chapter in our lives together but yeah, you should know all the buts and worries why we couldn't make this happen.
If the current arrangements can make us both happy and contented, why not?
Ooh.. why am I so melancholic-ly jiwang??!
