Date: Sunday, August 26, 2007
Time: 3:26:00 AM

Time check: 3.25 am

I was totally knocked out by 10 pm last night. I've had a long and tiring week. All because, I had to juggle between presentations and the role of a leader.

A leader has to be ahead in everything.. And, I've totally forgotten how to be one. And, yeah I am asking myself if what I did was right after all..

I refused to come to school on Thursday. I kept throwing dirty thoughts on Wednesday night. How nice it was... I woke up late on Thursday but made it on time to school! Lol..

Group meetings has taken a great chunk of my time during the whole of last week. Stayed till 4-ish on Monday, 6-ish on Tuesday, class ended at 5.45 pm on Wednesday, group meetings was squeezed in between classes on Thursday and lesson ended at 5.30 pm. On Friday, which was suppposedly my rest day cum settling all outstanding assignments did not seemed to happen because group meeting was held at 2 pm. And there was an event at 8 pm on that particular day.

All that happened on Friday. And, I hate the term, 'janji melayu'. This term just simply means if, they say the event starts at 8 pm, it won't start till half an hour later or so. As a result, I was still in school at 11 pm on Friday!! I could have leave in between the show but I think its kinda of rude to the performers. So, I stayed and ended up going back in a cab and many many dollars broke! Haiz...

I've overspent this month. So much of me trying to save up! And, Comex is on next week... how?? Do I really have to break my other bank account?? I hope, I dun have to resort to that.

Anyways, I slacked a lot today. I was just so tired. I've planned to go out for some fresh air but I cancelled the plan. I did some work and then I thought, watching TV progs was something exciting. I did that from 4-ish till about 10 pm. How nice.. hahaha...

That was an opportunity cost. As a result, I idled away 6 hours. If I had made full use of that 6 hours, I would have probably completed my presentation slide. Do I regret it? Not a bit.. except that I hate the neurons in my brains.. It decided to wake me up physically, as if to say... I wasn't being productive and start completing my presentation which is due in 2 days' time!

And, when I am awake, all I could think of was the presentation topic! Grr...

My group had done a wrong interpretation on the topic, and I have to rectify it b4 dawn today so that I can forward to them ASAP. Till, then... adios!!

Final Time check: 3.43 am