Date: Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Time: 11:39:00 PM

I like this particular person.. but I don't dare to tell him about my feelings for him. I fear of ruining our beautiful friendship. This friendship is too pure. But the feelings just sux big time! Argh....!

And, suddenly I thought of the ex-boyfriend. Ironically, I've forgotten most of the stuff I once shared with him. Might as well. It had been 2 1/2 years. But, there are still stuff that as hard as I tried to forget, remained intact. Like, 14.04.01.. the day we met. And, 01.01.05.. the day we finally declared independence for our lives. Plus, whatever else that's shared between us.

So.. another 3 official days at work. I am sinking into nostalgic feelings. As much as I hate the place, and can't wait to leave.. now that my chance is here.. I am sad. Today, during my swan song lesson, my fav kiddo made me pissed and for the second time in 2 weeks, I had to punish him!! I know he's angry with me.. he'll refused to talk to me for a few days. I have to cajole him.. haiz.. darling, you're just so sweet that how I wish you're my son!! Lol...