Date: Monday, July 23, 2007
Time: 10:05:00 PM

I am beaming with pride and joy. Haha.. just another day left!! Yipeee..! Somehow, there's a tiny feeling of sadness looming in the tiny corner of my heart. That's me, emotional 24/7! Hahaha..

When tomorrow approach, I don't expect a grand farewell like how my departure from Spin was. Nor do I expect anything. Nothing beats the memories I had at Spin as compared to the current environment. However, I've just started getting along fine with some of the colleagues yet it's time for me to open a new chapter of my life. And, my life goes on...

I know, tomorrow I might get emotional. Not because I'll leave that place. But because, I'll be reminded of my departure from Spin, exactly 5 months ago. But, I know.. tomorrow I won't have Big Daddy to make me cry. I won't have gullible customers whom took my made up stories as a reason behind my resignation. Nor do I have eye candies to bid me goodbyes.. But, for sure.. I'll have my happiness and freedom back, albeit temporary. What can I say...?

Goodbye to late nights.. and hello long journeys to school. No more extended sleeping hours knowing that school is just a stone throw away. And, no more luxury of wee hours of the morning to catch LIVE soccer matches. But, I don't care at all. I am willing to sacrifice anything and everything as long as my late night soccer matches are not taken away! Lol..

Ok.. what else can be a better treat to make this week a helluva fun and exciting??? Of course, my dearest and loveliest Adik!! Love him to bits.. and will be spending the weekend with him. Hopefully, a long weekend is granted!!

Now, I understands why adik told me something that day.. Not to me, actually.. to my cousin who is his mum. I couldn't accept the fact there and then but now.. what you said made sense. Though it still hurts but yeah...I guess its just not meant for me!