Date:
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Time: 10:14:00 PM
5 months back, as I reminisces on my resignation at Spin, everyone made me felt wanted. But on the eve of that really emotional day, someone walked through that sorrows with me, making me smile to sleep. However, last night on the eve of my last day (not resignation but 'upgrading'), that very someone made me cry to sleep.
I am quite upset actually... Not with the fact that I'll be leaving the hostile environment but for the fact that he is constantly present in my life. I've already accepted the fact that we won't be together and might never be together. I've also said I won't be the third party and I've tried to stay away from him. But, what can I do when he keeps on coming back to me?
Last night, tears just trickled down my cheeks as he told me those stuff... Who can I blame? Fate? Or myself?? I guessed I came back way too late!
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Anyways, today was my last day. Had to relief some classes. And, I have so many P1 kiddos whom no matter how much I scolded them during those brief moments coming up to me to say 'Hi'! And of course, I had many other students who wished me all the best and all.
I love my P3s the best! They are so hilarious. They sang me some song. I almost teared up but.. as usual, I grinned as widely as possible to maintain my composure. And not to forget, my P2s.. it was quite sad that I did not managed to see them! But, my P2s and P3s this me a tiny booklet with their pictures, drawings and well-wishes in it. It was so sweet. So touching! Hahaha..
After school, I had a farewell dinner with my two beautiful ladies. It was quite fun and rare that we, dubbed as the Charlie Angels or sometimes Powerpuff Girls at school, to sit together for a meal. I will definitely miss them and am really grateful for their kind guidance. Hopefully, one day our paths will cross again, insya-allah!
*** Those short 4 months or so had been a tough journey. In a sense that, I didn't quite enjoy the long free periods as I have nothing much to do most of the time. But, I really enjoyed teaching the kiddos. I've learnt quite a number of things and will begin my quest for learning as of tomorrow. It had been an eye opener since the day I embarked into the world of teaching.
