Date: Friday, June 8, 2007
Time: 1:07:00 PM

I guessed, I was TOO emotional last night. It didn't help as I had discussed the topic on divorce with one of my friend. Well, we were talking about the issue on her divorce. It happened about a year and a half ago. When her child was only 6 months.

My friendship with her was forged almost 2 1/2 years ago. We met and everything just falls into place nicely till today. Though we seldom meet up, we'll always have alot to bitch and gossip about.

I knew about her divorce more than a year ago. I was shocked. EXTREMELY. But as the news got into me not thru her, I just kept quiet. But, she's my friend and I care for her well-being. Many a time I do want to ask but I do not want her to think that I am a busybody.

Finally, she broke the news to me yesterday. I couldn't hold it any longer. I told her the truth. And I told her, I didn't ask you about it because I respect her privacy. And, the news ain't something to rejoice about so I kept it to myself. I felt for her but I pity the son even more.

Well, its over for her now. She's happily married. I know she is doing all this for her son. Babe, I know you won't be reading this but I'll be there for you if you need a bitching partner and I'll pray for your happiness.

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Last night, I guessed I didn't sleep till about 2-3 am. Countless attempt of tossing left and right yet the mind just simply refused to shut down. I almost forgotten how to fall asleep!

Today, as I have no appointments (finally!) I decided to sleep in all the way and as long as the body wishes to. After all, I have been deprived of sleep for days now. I finally did it but some blardy banglas decided to do some renovation work at 9.51 am and I couldn't sleep anymore! Dang!

But I am refreshed and feeling so much better than yesterday. Thank God.

I managed to whip up some simple Creamy Chicken Mushroom sandwich. Yummylicious! Satisfied body and mind = a Healthy ME! Yaay...

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I am getting myself all ready for the new term and the possibility that I'll stay there for another year. I do not wish to wait anymore. The greater the hope; the higher the disappointment. I am not being pessimistic. I am being realistic. If it happens, it happen. If it doesn't, I will wait till my turn.

Thanks to all my Spin chums for your continuous support and encouragements. Your Spin favourite gal may not have a wonderful time like during the time she used to traumatised you guys, but she'll bounced back soon.

Failure is not going to weaken my mentality nor will it dampen my spirits. I'll take failure as a stepping stone! I'll fight that failure till the end.