Date:
Monday, May 14, 2007
Time: 5:43:00 PM
I kind of suspect that my PC is going to crash real soon.. And I've to quickly back up my hard work ASAP or I'll lose another collection of pictures which never seems to grow ever since the time my PC first crashed.
I am lucky to have this brand new lap top which is operating on Windows Vista though.. Whatever it is, at least I have something to fall on in times of need.
Today, I want to discuss about how I hate living my life in sheer anxiety. I hate to wait for an answer/confirmation anxiously and aimlessly. I wonder how come there isn't anyone who can give me an answer as soon as possible? Does anyone knows how sick I am from all the waits and question marks??
I seriously, do hope that I can get an answer as soon as possible. At least, I know where I'll be at the end of the day. I am like West Ham, Sheffield United and Wigan whose fate was unknown till the final 90 minutes of the season. I am not yet in the region where relegation prevails. Not at this moment, the moment have yet to come. I feel sick thinking of the fact that I do not know where I'll be in say 2 months' time. Each day, I prayed hard to get an answer real soon.. Have I not been waiting long enough? I just hope everything will fall in place nicely pretty soon.
I thought the changed in career will do me good. New environment, new job scope and new lifestyle. It proves the opposite though.. New environment, YES. New job scope, slightly... cos I am still dealing with people. New lifestyle...? Hmmz.. still on 24/7 standby duties.. any changes??
It happened this morning. I was called up to report for work early. Awakened from my deep slumber. I am the kind of person, who won't wake up early even if I have to work. I'll wake up just in time to get to work. Which means, no minutes wasted. If say I have to be at work at 0930 hrs, I'll probably wake up at 0745 hrs. Shower for 20-25 minutes, multi-task meaning that I get dress and answer e-mails and msn prompts at the same time. I will leave the house at around 0850 hrs and be in school by 0910 hrs or 0915 hrs. This is made possible with the fact that my workplace is close to home.
I do not mind doing other people's job but cutting down my sleeping hours after another stale EPL match, really pissed me off! Luckily, the kiddos were great today. They were lucky that the volcanic elements in my blood did not explode unnecessarily. Haha..
Anyways, my point is... I hope some bugger from the necessary office can give me an answer soon. I am tired of waiting and waiting. Free me from this agony!
