Date: Thursday, April 26, 2007
Time: 5:39:00 PM

If you've read my previous post, you would have known how irritated I was with my incessant influenza attack and the lack of sleep. Irritated I was and every week on Wednesdays, it will be the longest day I'll have.

My P3s were so articulate yesterday perhaps due to the ongoing oral exams. But, they were well-behaved and listened to instructions. So, they escaped from the brunt of my irritated mood.

But, as the day moved on and the influenza attack gets worser, the P2s were also getting out of hand. Some tried to behaved as if they were all overgrown babies and needed to be spoon-fed while some were irritating by telling tales hoping to get into my good books. I was so irritated that all of them got scolded by me. And read this, bootlicking and eager beavers do not coincide with me! Just ask my lil' devil if you guys don't believe me. How he gets scolded badly when he's irritating when I am already so irritated! That's despite how much I spoilt and pampered him!

I am just not into the idea of " trying so hard to impress " attitude. Please..please.. please.. do it in an intelligent way. Like, my P3s today... all of them got scolded by me. That was just a mild scolding anyway.. But after I allow them to play some online educational activities, almost half the class wanted to go to the library to continue playing the games after school! That attitude really impressed me. That is the kind of thing that I would like to see. Not, by telling tales.. helping me to do things.. and whatever crap!

And, definitely the P2s were slightly well-behaved today. That happened when I was entrusted to bring them to the computer lab. I hate the idea when they would stamp their feet when they goes up/down the stairs or dragging themselves instead of walking. And, I threatened them that should I hear any dragging or stamping, we shall all stay in class and if I were to stop halfway, we shall all go back to class as well. Amazingly, all was quiet and it was like peace have restored! I like!!

I guessed from tomorrow onwards, I'll instill some discipline to these kiddos. Hate me or love me.. I don't give it a damn. Those who can take my method will subsequently love me after hating me. That's how I trained the people around me! Ask them and they are all thankful for my harsh words and ways.. that is provided they can learn and take hardship! LOL..

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These days the people around me have been asking me about my NIE entry.. Will it be this July or not... And today my mentor asked me. Am I ready? She's kinda dropped hints but its hard to fathom what's she's thinking... All she said was, she have given her feedback and what happened next will be up to the people at the top.. Well, if you read it that way.. it may seemed that my chances are high but if there is an underlying meaning..? I think I am thinking too much.. You know, the Champs League and EPL and all.. Hahha...