Date: Thursday, March 22, 2007
Time: 6:06:00 PM

This few days have been turbulent for me. There was a point where I felt as if I was on the top of the world while at another point in time where I really felt I was down in the dumps. Thus, I have been typing loads of rubbish on my blog. In fact, there were some post which I have written but I did not published it for some reasons. Anyways.. just ignore me for now. I am not asking for sympathies; read if you all want, leave if you think I am talking nonsense. I am sorry.

Actually, I am still trying to adjust to life after Spin. And, with all the regulars still actively keeping in touch with me, makes it more difficult for me to forget the past. But, I am trying very hard to adapt to the new job. In fact, I am proud to say.. I am doing fine on my second day. I am coping well.

A student almost tried to test my patience today. But, I don't blame her. She can't read. Its sad to encounter such a situation especially in today's society. I don't believe she's stupid. I am not going to say my students are stupid. Never EVER! I sees her as a challenge and I am going to work on her. I know I am on the short circuit side.. but all that is just for a short while. I'll do all that I can to guide her. I believe I can do it!

I have a clear idea of what I have to do once I start conducting the class in two weeks' time. I'll try to do 4 weeks of lesson planning. I can do it!!

Sorry people.. I am trying to boost my confidence!

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He messaged me today. I am trying to stay away from him because I know, the more we talk, the closer we'll get. And, I know.. the timing is just not right. Maybe, we should just live our life the way it is before that meeting. *sigh*

Today, I finally got in touch with my 'sveigerfar' (father-in-law in danish). I didn't know that I actually did not gave him my contact details! Haha.. so forgetful of me! And somehow, maybe my email that I sent him have went to his spam folder. Urgh..!

He's in New Zealand now.. on business I supposed. Just wondering.. what's up in New Zealand recently?? So many people that I know have been going to New Zealand.

Anyways, the main point now is.. not about New Zealand. In fact, I am happy to hear from my 'svigerfar'. I missed those days when I teased him like mad! And the time, he really brought Alfred to meet me.

I missed everyone!!!!
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To all.. I am sorry if I still have not reply to your mails, tags or comments or whatever along that line... just not in the mood. Sorry!!!