Date: Thursday, March 1, 2007
Time: 10:20:00 PM

I suddenly felt like blogging about my way of choosing and treating my friends..

I guessed I was too caught up with work that I almost lost all my friends. Life at Spin was fun during working hours as I get to meet up with interesting people and interact with them. But, sadly.. life after work is boring! During those times, I was too tired to party after work as I was permanently working on the morning shift. There were times when I made plans to meet up with my friends but it got cancelled or postponed to a later time or they have to wait for me till I finished with my work. Subsequently, I gave up on planning to meet up with friends and they also gave up asking me out.

Gradually, I felt that my circle of friends is dwindling. There were times I felt so lonely.. but luckily for me, there was always someone who's there for me! Now that I am done with work and on a bumming around mode, I find that my circle of friends is growing again! Ever since the exam was over, I have been meeting up with friends and more meetings are coming up! I am so excited!!

Met a friend of mine this evening.. she made me realise something. Personally, I admit.. making friends with me is not that easy. I am not the kind who am impressed by the first meeting nor do I get swayed by rumours of a particular person. People may think I am snobbish.. I let people think what they wished cos I dun care about all these... Through time, they'll realise the real me. And through time, I let the seed of friendship grow. Once I accept someone as a friend, I would trust them implicitly. But once this person hurt me and betray my trust, there would be no U-turn and I will have no regret saying goodbye to the friendship.

Because of the trust I have on this particular person, I didn't realise his flaws. It was my friend who made me realise how much this guy have changed over the last few years. I am not sure what to say about him.. I hate it when others talk bad about him but if he don't change himself, I am afraid no one can help him. And to my dear friend, you better pull up your socks before I lose all respect for you!

That's all for now.. after days of sleeping in late, I got to end my day early and have an early start! It gonna be a long day tomorrow. Running around Singapore to get my stuff, meeting my insurance agent(who 'bubbled' me so many times!) and fetching my nephew in the evening! I foresee 1 week of fun with him!