Date:
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Time: 11:30:00 PM
I am trying to sleep early today. If before 12 am and after 11 pm early.. then, that will be my definition of turning in early.
I bought what I wanted today.. but I never even stepped into Page One! *sheesh* Its alright.. I'll make a trip there probably this coming Friday after the Sports Day. I better note that down.
Lesson plans almost done.. 60% . Just need to put my words into action and practice. I should complete it by Tuesday. I'll need some clarifications and everything should be alright. Insya-allah.
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I know in my earlier post I have said something about getting away from that person lest I fell deeper into the love triangle thingy. Just a day after saying that, and how depressed I was after that incident.. things went the other way round. Instead, we both were gluey to each other and I am feeling suffocated. I fear I am too clingy to him.. But, the more I tried to stay away from him.. his images kept on playing on my mind!
When 'R' said that I am a home wrecker, I was nonchalant about it. Cos' first and foremost, they are not married. And, yes.. it has always been my principle not to hurt another woman's feelings but what if this woman do not even appreciate his presence?
'R' offered to put in some good words to 'P' if I managed to hook him with this particular girl. I gave him a scolding! If I say that I have never liked 'P', it will seemed like a lie.. there was a point that I do like him.. but then again, it was all thanks to 'R's' influences. Now that 'P' is back to his home country, I do not feel anything for him and whenevr we chat online.. I felt bored. I no longer enjoy that kind of sparks we once shared.
As for 'C'... yes I have not talked about him for quite some time now.. He's really busy! And, he's adjusting to life in London. Good luck to him.. I am not going to bother him because I know what type of person he is.. when its time to work, it will be just work and work alone and when its time to party.. haha.. you'll see another him.
Let's just see what's in store for me tomorrow.. Life is so unpredictable.. Another working day!! All the best to myself!