Date: Friday, March 23, 2007
Time: 5:28:00 PM

I am really in deep SHIT. Mentally and emotionally, that's it. Last night, I had planned to turn in at 10 pm as I have to report early for work on Fridays. Unfortunately, due to unforeseen circumstances, I ended my day at 12 am. However, I could not sleep till 2.30 am! And, I was supposed to wake up at 5 am! WTF???!

Just minutes before I reached school, a colleague called me informing me that our other colleague is on MC and asked if I can do relief for our colleague. I am alright with doing relief BUT was definitely overwhelmed by the thoughts that I am going to TEACH! For the first time, in my life! Haha..

The lessons were all back to back and I hardly had any moments to eat! In fact, as I am writing this, I have not eaten yet! And, since my dinner appointment with a friend have been cancelled (luckily), I am going to eat in a while.

Its ironical... when I was working at Spin, I seldom drink coffee except for my MICL w/o the drizzle which I hardly have after last year's fasting month. But, ever since I went for the TPP, I am drinking lots of coffee to survive! Maybe, I should just buy coffee oil and sniff the aroma! hahaha...

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Despite the hectic day I had today, I was glad that it happened. For me, the opportunity came in a handy. Not only, I could use this opportunity to get me familiarise with the lesson proper, it kept me occupied and thus despite only having 3 hours of sleep.. I am energetic!

The students are cuteness! But, talking to a hyperactive almost turning to 3 years old boy (yes, the lil' imp) is so much easier to handle compared to the students I met today. The lil' imp is no angel when it comes to disciplining though!

Anws, the day begin with relieving the P1s. There is this pair of twins which is really hilarious but I got to keep my cool. I am not sure what happened at home and they actually fought. So the younger brother glued the elder bro's book. And, when I asked the elder bro, why he did that? He told me that it was the younger bro's creativity! I went to the younger bro and asked him why he did that? He was on the verge of crying and whispered to me because the elder bro have torn his work! I was like OMG!! Haiz.. cuteness!

Then, there was this gal who was so talkative! Asking rubbish all the time and loves telling tales! *smack head*

Next, I had the P4s.. bunch of hyper kids. They tried to 'test water' with me. I told them to stop their nonsense because whatever lame reason they have given me, I have also told my teachers before! But of course, given my intelligent answers and the 'ooh she's so innocent' look, my teachers believed me. But, to try to bluff an expert, hahahaha.. try again!

You know what? They were playing erasers and dared to tell me it was project work! OMG!!!!

It was the P2s.. same. Tried to fool me but they have forgotten that actually, I was in their class to do lesson obsevations! So.. all the students FAILED in their missons! Haha.. Ooh yeah.. one more thing, a student said I was nice and not fierce because I never scolded the class. I told them, if you people behave, there will be no reasons for me to scold you all.. but if you all misbehave, try me! And all was quiet!
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I am feeling better today.. Because for some reasons.. I guess its FATE playing a fool on me and him. After so many years and one BIG Round (well still trying to complete the round), it seems like the circle will end with just me and him in it.

I was talking to "R" yesterday and told him the whole thing and what I have planned to do. "R" called me a 'homewrecker'! I told him, say whatever he want to say.. I am not wasting anymore time. This is the final chance...
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I have received an email from my 'svigerfar'! Cuteness! He so missed my lattes cos I am the only one who bothers to do all the kinds of latte art on his coffees! And sometimes, the silly looking ones! On V-day, I made him a heart shaped which was so cute! I just missed the guy! I missed the son too, of course!
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I guessed I will just do my lesson plannings and catch some sleep later. Got to update tons of stuff and I am really glad Thank God Its Friday!