Date:
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Time: 5:08:00 PM
I almost forgotten to blog about this particular issue... Its regarding these two people whom have been part of my life for quite sometime.. The guy, let's call him 'A', I have known him for almost 1 year plus while the girl, let's call her 'B', have been my friend for about 6 months. To make things clear, the three of us are not in any kind of a love triangle situation.
'A' is such a person who is very full of himself and he feels that no one is better than him and anyone who makes mistake should not be pardoned. But in actual fact, he's just a piece of shit. Yes, he have his good points but that does not mean he's always right. He thinks he's perfect but no one is perfect (cliched, I know..)
Meanwhile, when I first got to know 'B', I didn't really get along with her. Those who have read my earlier post should know what kind of person I am.. In fact, at that time, I didn't really like her cos I felt she's too stuck up. But as time moves on and we got to know each other better, we became close and confide with each other.
It was about a few months ago, I had a misunderstanding with 'A' and since then our friendship have been affected. I have been quite on good terms with 'A' all these while despite his flaws but that particular incident really made me snapped. And, since then communications were only present at a professional level. Talk only when necessary. 'B' tried to intervene and tried to patch things up for us but I told 'B' that things were beyond redemption. It has already came to a point where I can't make myself talk to him unless he change. I also told 'B' that I'll be professional and communicate only when there's a need.
'B' respected my decision. But, she also have her fair share of frustrations with 'A'.. And, I have always advice 'B' how I handle him and how he can't always rely on others. When I was still around, 'B' could still hold on as I am there to lend her support and fight on.. but now, I feel sad for her.
It was less than 3 weeks since I left.. I can't remember how many times have she complained to me.. I don't mind listening and advising her.. she's a good friend of mind, after all.. but its sad to see her suffering. I wish things were like in the past.. but too bad it isn't. But the good thing is, the whole issue may end pretty soon.. I told her, I wish I could be with her just like in the past.. but now, all I can do is listen.. she's just too glad that I am willing to listen.
I really wish I could help her.. Even if I can't, I do hope I can cheer her up. To my dear friend, I really hope this will end real soon... I know you missed the time we had fun together.. I missed it too and terribly. Keeping quiet does not mean I do not care.. But, I'll still be here for you anytime!
