Date:
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Time: 5:25:00 PM
How come I am feeling the way I am now..? Why did we meet again? Why did you tell me all those stuff..? Why did the feelings came back all over again? Because of you... I was all ready to give up "C" just for you. But, just when I was ready.. she came back into your life! I am not upset but disappointed. This is not the first time it happened. Its either because of me or because of you. Why are Fate so cruel to make us go through such a misery? Are we really not meant to be together, even if its just for a brief moment? I am not sure... Maybe, I should just stay away from the male species for good.
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Last night, 'R' messaged me and asked if I have nice and single girlfriends. To my horror, when I scrolled down my contact list, the number of girlfriends that I have is very limited! And, those who were on my list were all attached or married! The rest or rather the majority.. was all guys. No wonder.. I am losing my feminine touch! *cheeky grin*
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I went to the classroom today. Just observing. Quite interesting. It had been a while since I enter the school environment.
I have nice colleagues. The students... I love their inquisitive look as they try to figure out what kind of person I am. I looked like a time bomb! Its fun. But I felt comfortable when the kids turned behind to sneak a peek at me! It likes being an exhibit! *blush*
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As I am writing this... I am feeling dizzy. It got to be the weather!! And, but of course.. due to the sad news that I received just now. Just a bad start to the day.. I'll just try to sleep in a while..
