Date:
Monday, March 9, 2009
Time: 8:13:00 PM
It had been quite a while since I last updated this humble blog of mine. The blog that somewhat should share a part of me. Somehow, due to practicum, this blog had been slowly ignored. Indeed, practicum have drained all that available energy that is left in me.
What I thought would have been a breeze doesn't turn out that way. The first sign of trouble was when I was told of taking two lower primary classes for this Practicum. But, I was cool about that. Somehow, when Practicum proper starts, I realised that I was to take 4 levels; make it all 6 if NIE allows trainees to teach the P1 and P6 levels. That is how my CT defined "variations".
Apart from that, on the first day of school, I realised that I was without a main CT cos she was hospitalised for a slipped disc. Oh, how cool was that? And right now, after going into week 3 of Practicum, she's still on MC. But I am embracing that freedom cos right now, I've too much on my hands already. Right from Day 1, I was working on 100 odds of LPs. Just imagine, how draining that could be?!
It was only towards the end of the week when one of my lecturer found out and she told me to talk to my SCM and my NSC. But, I did not cos I do not want to be portrayed as one who can't take hardships/loves to complain. So, despite the heartbreaking moments, I took everything on my stride. In the end, I was on 3 days MC but I was still in school!
Miraculously, when my NSC came to school for her courtesy call, the time-table was revamped. So right now, I am left with 2 levels and all that LPs done are wasted! But these two levels are my toughtest ever. Last Friday, one of the level has just screwd up my observations! Tomorrow and Thursday, I will be having 2 more observations with that class again!
Tell me how do I go on....? I am thankful that I had someone to talk to for this tough phase of my life. But somehow.. I think things are beginning to change. Or probably, I am just too sensitive.
Now tell me, do I have another video shoot tomorrow? Bleargh!